| Location | Dagenham |
| Age | 30 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 18/02/1976 |
| Date of Death | 10/05/2006 |
| Visitors | 2,036 since 10/02/2009 |
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You were a wonderful baby, a lovely little boy, a clever little toddler, a clever schoolboy with so much you wanted to achieve, and a dedicated caring and loving young man.
You never achieved what you wanted to achieve and you worked so hard.
The news that you had a brain tumour came as a challenge which you tried your hardest to overcome, sadly the chemotherapy didn't work and you realised that your life was terminal. You bore this with the same courage you showed during your continual medication. Never complaining or suffering from self pity.
I was so pleased when you opened your eyes just seconds before you died and 'mouthed' the word Mum. Then you turned your head and you were gone.
It was such a beautiful day, the sun shone brightly and the flowers at the hospice made a beautiful picture for you to see as you passed away.
You were the bravest person I have ever known and I am proud to call you my son.
Now you have Tess to keep your company. Our sad loss is your gain.
Lots of love my darling.
Mum and step-dad Andrew.
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*♥* SENT WITH LOVE TO YOU ANGEL *♥*
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Thinking of you is Easy,
We Remember you each day.
The heartbreak that we feel
Just never goes away,
♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱
Nothing is the same no more
As we try to carry on,
We want the way it was before.
We found out you were gone,
♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱
Yes we have our memories,
We also have the pain,
But all we ever wanted ..
Was to have you home again.
♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱
Copyright Jan Morris 2009
Fifth memorial day.
On this your fifth memorial day Neill. You are loved and missed so much, each and every day.
Sleep peacefully my darling.
Mum and Andy
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Happy Birthday Neill
No card to write, no present to buy but I feel close to you knowing I can still light a candle for your birthday.
You would've been catching me up! 35 today...you were 19 when we first met-I was 22. I can still see you now-in your uniform with the biggest grin on your face. Still not sure why you were smiling that big smile but I remember hoping it was because you were just a happy 'lad' and it turns out you were.
Every day you'd walk past the shop and look for me-even if only to wind me up about something and laugh your head off as you left to carry on your daily round.
You always made me smile Neill, that was what I liked so much about you was your ability to light up the room with your smile and infectious laugh.
I'm sure you probably never knew just how much you changed my outlook on life when you lifted me from such a tough experience.
You used to sing to me...usually something silly, usually something from the Lion King-how we loved that film.
"Hakuna Matata" Neill.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEILL
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Neill
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEILL
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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For a beautiful angel. xxx
ღ♥ღ♥ღ♥ღ In Peace Go Home ღ♥ღ♥ღ♥ღ
Alan Pemberton
Through veils of peace may you ascend
To promised planes above
Where comfort shall await you
In those summerlands of love.
Although my grief is deep and raw
Although my pain is great
I know that you are still with me
I know that you will wait.
For in God's time we'll meet again
Of this I am quite sure
I loved you so much on this earth
In absence even more.
He took the time to care ...
I had a very special son who took the time to care.
Whenever help was needed, my son was always there.
And so I offer up to God a loving thank you prayer, for giving me a special son, who took the time to care.
I wanted to send something...
...'cause I thought you'd like to know that I think a lot about you so I thought I'd say hello.
The truth is not a day goes by without you on my mind-so many things I want to say; still the words are hard to find.
Then I realise the big words don't make my thoughts seem real but when I say 'I miss you'-that's exactly how I feel.
It still hurts to know we lost you and I know it always will but your memories are very much alive and I know they will be still...
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Neill...I still cannot accept you have gone...
‘May 10th 2006-4 years since you passed away and not many days go by when I don't spare a moment...
You always used to sit in my dining room listening to me playing my piano-well, when I knew you'd gone, I had to sell it. It didn't seem right anymore you know? This was always your favourite though wasn't it?
It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live
If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world.......
I never, ever thought you wouldn't be Neill and it still-to this day does not seem fair.
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❤ The next time I meet you ❤
❤ Will be at Heavens door ❤
❤ You'll be there to meet me ❤
❤ And I will cry no more ❤
❤ I'll put my arms around you ❤
❤ And kiss your lovely face ❤
❤ And then this broken heart of mine ❤
❤ Will fall back into place ❤
~Unknown~
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For all of lifes decisions will be easier to make
If you believe your angels there with every step you take
Take heart for if life seems unkind and you have troubles too
There s someone who you cannot see
Who ll take good care of you
And be safe in the knowledge
That whatever clouds life brings
Your guardian angel keeps you safe wrapped in two gentle
WINGS
Love and best wishes for the new year Susan xxx
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